To begin with, growing up I was that short, skinny, scrawny kid that everybody picked on. Even in my late teen years I was only five feet tall and weighed approximately a hundred pound and even that was on a good day. Usually I bought those cheesy magazines like True Detective or something similar. You know the type, the ones with the provocatively dressed model in some sort of peril. I must admit I jerked off to many a bra and panty clad model.